Posts Tagged ‘ramblings’

I dig it!


2010
03.02

My hands feel weird.
Specifically my fingertips.
Is this what work-roughened hands feel like? Hm! Good to know!  It’s very, very different, and I feel almost guilty for just now discovering this feeling at the ripe old age of 28.

Note to self: 
Maybe I should wear gloves the next time I till my entire 15×6ft garden the old-fashioned way.

But in case you were wondering, my garden looks fabulous.

<insert picture later>

I even covered it with the black-fabric-stuff I found for $18.99 at the store today — but did I pay that much?  NO. Heck no. I bought mine last fall for $0.50 at a garage sale. Same stuff, still in the shrink wrap even.

MAN, I love garage sales.

And I love digging in the dirt.  Cue the oldies!
Icandigit,shecandigit,hecandigit,theycandigit,wecandigit… Can you dig it, ba-by?…

It was seriously SO much fun working in the cool almost-spring weather, and to not be pregnant.  What a difference!

New Look


2010
03.01

Disclaimer: I don’t actually have any tag from “Bad-whatever.” Maybe the BlogFairy will fly by and fix it for me.

Aside from the text on that funky tag thing, I love the new look here. John helped me find it, and made sure that THIS layout was tracking traffic.

That’s right – my last “new look” wasn’t tracking any of you lovely visitors.   Imagine the heart-stopping panic that hit me the first time I checked my “stats” here and saw that NO ONE viewed my dear old blog. 

No one?!!!!  Not one single person?  In, like, three days?  Is that even possible?!

“Okay, breathe in, breathe out…  The world is not ending.  Not really.  This is just for me anyway… breathe in, breathe out…  I’ve had four babies w/o drugs, I can handle a little rejection…”

And then, slouthe that I am, I realized that people had COMMENTED during that supposed dead-zone.

“Waaaaaaaaaaait a minute.  If someone commented, then surely they were also viewing it.  Ah-HA!  The darn new layout must have busted something. 

“Boy, am I glad I wasn’t on candid-camera just then.  No one will ever know how bad that scared me.  Unless I blog about it, of course…”

But I left it broken for a while.  I tried to tell myself it didn’t matter.  I just blog for me, you know, as I said… but the truth is, I just love knowing the patterns in hits here. Some days of the week get ~80+, some days get, like, 5. It’s fascinating.

Oh, alright.  It’s only sort of fascinating.  Bottom line is, you make me feel loved, just by coming here to read my ramblings.  All of you.  Whatever your motivation behind it.

And I missed all those people-love-me-even-if-they-don’t-comment statistics.

So John fixed it for me.

Thanks, Sweetie. You’re the best.

Carry on, readers, carry on knowing that your reading this has been carefully logged by my Akismet Stats thingamabop.  And just for the record…

I love you, too.

Needs.


2010
02.19

My sister needs a blog.
Why?
Because I said so.
Just kidding.
The real reason is that so when I’m up at midnight with a screaming baby, I can have access to her perky, happy, upbeat, cheery sunshine-ness in a blog format. Facebook is just not cutting it. Especially because she hasn’t done much on facebook in forever… Although I definitely got a kick out of the pictures one of her friends posted of their annonymous Valentine-heart-attack. Ah, college days.

I guess if she were our live-in nanny (which would be AWESOME) then I could just wake her up and say, “Okay. Talk to me,” and then life would be better.

Oh well. Life goes on. Here’s hoping that the almost-2 year old’s photo shoot goes well tomorrow in spite of a tired mommy.
Except, look at that, it isn’t tomorrow. Said shoot happens today. It was so smart of me to pick their earliest appointment time, too. Very smart.
Groan.

How did that phrase go?
Ah, yes.

Oh well.

And here’s hoping I’ll take time to do a lovely post about the romantic-getaway John surprised me with. I’m sort of waiting to do that until the shock wears off. What shock? The one that happens when you have 3 nights and 4 days of being blissfully alone with your adoring spouse, and then you have to go back to the reality of being home with four kids needing & demanding your attention all the time.

Holy cow, is it a lot of work!
A lot of ear-piercing, mind-blowing, sanity-compromising work.

With perks, of course.
Like cute toddler kisses, soft baby hugs, and listening your four year old read on his own for the first time.

Those perks = very nice.
The part where you’re laying in bed trying to sleep with the 5 month old screaming in protest no matter how much you burp, snuggle, feed, or think, “SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEP CHILD! FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THAT IS WELL-RESTED, SLEEP!!!!”
..Yeah…
Fun stuff.  Not as perky.

Have I rambled enough yet? I think I have.
Sorry this post isn’t very visually appealing.
I’m feeling a bit guilty about that.
Hm… Let’s see what I can find to reward you for getting this far.
Oh yeah. This is good.

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Random? Yes.
Related? Only in its randomness.
Why post it?
It made me smile in that “it’s so dumb I think it’s hilarious” kind of late-night, sleep-deprived way.

“In the words of that immortal somethingorother, Ethel Barrymore…”

LOVE


2010
02.14
Hey, Cinderella - I'm going to write about love on my blog today.
What do you love?
Valentine's Day.  I also like coloring.  And my ring pop.
Doodle, what do you love?
My candy necklace, and my wing pop.
Valentine's Candy is so fun, isn't it!
But I was thinking of *any* day, not just today.  What do you love?
Oh.  I love making Fweedom smile.

If Eagle wasn’t napping at the moment, I’m sure he’d tell us he loves his binkies – all 10 of them – taking naps, eating eggs, and being a big brother.

Freedom loves… Let me ask him.  A full tummy, sleeping with mommy, learning to use his hands, and getting attention from his big siblings – or anyone else willing to smile big smiles and make silly sounds.

It’s fun having little kids around.  I just love love love them, especially when they aren’t stretching me beyond my boundaries of patience and long-suffering.  What would motherhood be if not for stretch-marks, though?

I love my kids!

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And.

I hope it almost goes without saying.  I hope you and the rest of the world know it already.  I hope the amazing guy I married would doubt the rising and setting of the sun and the come and go of the tides before he would doubt that

I LOVE MY SWEETIE!

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Thanks for kneeling in the mud to propose to me on the most romantic Valentine’s Day I’ve ever had.  It was a *very* nice touch.1 - The muddy shoes that started it all

… and for not getting the least bit upset when I lost the ring two weeks later.
Oops. 

May31 - The Rings(Note to self: Never take off your ring to wash your hands, even if the soap is the sandy, scrubby kind like they used in ancient of days elementary schools.  If you do, don’t leave it on the counter of a restroom at a the restaurant Islands.  If you do, be sure to tell the shifty-eyed customer who comes in after you, not to steal it.  If you come back to said counter about 8 minutes later, and find the ring mysteriously gone… well… Better to lose the ring than the guy!)

What would John say he loves if he were here to contribute?

He loves his family.  I love that he acts like someone who loves his family.

He loves seeing great things happen in the lives of the folks at church.  That’s his favorite thing about being Bishop.

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He loves… Hm… the thoughtfulness of people in our ward.  (2nd-favorite thing about being Bishop.  Check out the Valentines the Young Women left on our door this week!)

And a clean, made bed.  Lasagna.  Outer Space.  Going fast.  Eagle saying, “‘nuggle!” 

We’re a happy, loving bunch here in Smithtopia, and hope you have a Happy Valentine’s Day!

- Cinderella had another thing to add to her list. 

And I love Sister Chafee.

(Giver of candy necklaces and ring-pops.)

Me too, Kid-o.  Me too.

Just Happy


2010
02.04

Are you ready for some fun?

I just can't stand how great this is!

I just can’t stand how great this is!

My personal favorite photos from 2009.

(Yeah, prob’ly would’ve been a little better set some time in early January, but I just now thought of it.)

These two of Doodle are perhaps not my favorite pictures, but this is definitely one of my very favorite moments from last year.  Hardly into this and I already contradicted myself.  Oh well.

Doodle, in all his pick-my-own-outfit, 3yo sweetness, spontaneously heeding my command with a cheery,

Yes!  My Majesty!

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Melt my heart, kid.  I love it.
And speaking of love, I loved this hat on  Freedom, just in time for Halloween/Fall.  We all know that he was the cutest, charmingest (it’s a word if I say it is) baby ever, so I can get away with a funny picture here.  2009 was a funny year, after all.
Pumpkin Head

Pumpkin Head

By now I shouldn’t have to tell you who made the hat, should I?  And who should totally have an Etsy account?

Right.  You guys are so smart.  Mom, you are so cool.

Drumroll, please!

Ladies and gentlemen (if there are in fact any guy bloggers out there -doting husband aside),
Allow me to proudly present,

The Very Best Picture of All Pictures Ever Taken in 20o9…..

What?!

I really don't think words are necessary.

It’s convenient that this picture doesn’t need a caption, because it leaves me rather speechless.  Yes, of all the sweet, cute, “awww”-moment pictures taken last year, this one tops them.  It is truly 2009 in a photo.  Why?

I hate been pregnant.

It aught to be a four-letter word.  That’s how I feel every time I write or type it, you know.  The “I’m not really allowed to say this word but I guess I’ll say it anyway” sort of feeling.  <chuckle>  It’s really great when I tell you how it really is and say that (close your ears, sensitive ones) ”Pregnancy, for me, is hell.”  <guilty chuckle>
(gasp!  Did she really say that?!)
Oh yes, my friend, I did.  It really is that fun for me.  I feel totally justified using that descriptor, and I might even add that it’s hell for my Sweetie, too, but he’s the Bishop and he doesn’t use that sort of language.
<insert more chuckling>

And given that I was preggy for the great majority of 2009…. Yeah.
This picture is perfect.

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Yes, babies are TOTALLY worth going through hell and back for.  Ikes!  That’s thrice in one post! Yes, I whole-heartedly and most sincerely will go on record stating that I wouldn’t change the close placement of our children for anything. (You should see them play together, you really should.)  Heck, I’d go through it all again and more to get them here in our family where they belong.

So, given all that, maybe some day I’ll gain a “little” extra patience, a “little” extra tolerance or long-suffering or something that will enable me to not visable twitch when I think that 7-letter P word.

Maybe one of these pregnancies <twitch> I’ll be able to get through it with a “little” extra something that will keep me from being incapacitated emotionally – which, as you know, makes mothering a “little” bit difficult.
(There.  I said it.  Did you notice?  No, we’re not “done,” thank you very much for not asking…)

But for now, we just won’t talk about it.

(Seriously.  Don’t bring it up.  My eyes will get all squinty at you and you don’t want that.  It’s the closest I get to a glare and it isn’t pretty.)

You can all breathe a sigh of relief and come back to this blog with great pleasure, knowing I’m completely done now bemoaning the difficulties of getting the amazing-and-totally-worth-it Mr. Freedom here.  Yep.  All done.  Got it all out, and life can move on.

Yay!

PS:  As a side-note, now you know why my kids are as cute as they are.  I mean, everybody knows that the more miserable the pregnancy <twitch>, the cuter the kid, right?
Right.



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2010
02.01

A post of randomness. Exactly what I’m in the mood for.  Mmmm….

[brace yourself]

So I’m really glad I broke my back worked a little bit all week long two or three days last week getting the house spotless cleaner than it has been in a while so we could host the 5th Sunday Youth Fireside at our home yesterday.

Not that the Bishop’s house is ever really in need of cleaning, of course, because it just always stays clean.  Kind of like heaven.  The kids drop their stuff and POOF!  it just flies to its designated place.  Unless it doesn’t have one.  And then it incinerates, which is a feature I had built in last year when he got this calling.  I like it.  Highly recommend it.

Enough dreaming.  I digress.

Fireside. Here. House clean.er.

Good old Doodle to the rescue.  He was up half the night with various problems, 1/2 of which start with “b” and end with “arf.”  Poor little guy – he’s so cute, though.  Really, he is.  How can someone be cute while puking?  When the say, with their cute little growing-out-of-the-inability-to-say-R’s accent, and in deepest sincerity,

"I'm glad I made it to the toilet.  I didn't thwow up on the floy."

Awww… See?  I’m going to miss that cute widdle impediment, and it’s almost gone now.  Sigh.

And the way he says “Cindewella” and “Sistoy” — melt my heart.

What was I saying?

Oh yes.  Fireside. Here. House clean.er.  Child sick.  Fireside moved.  Sigh of relief… yay.

Mixed feelings, actually.
I was only pretending not to care about folks seeing our house less than spotless.  I mean, I don’t reeeeally care, but my subconscious hasn’t quite decided to go along with it.  But we haven’t ever had a churchy function here and it’s probably time.  Ah, well.  There’s always the next 5th Sunday.  Let’s check.

May 30th.  No good.  That’s our anniversary weekend.  7 messy magical years.

Oct. 31.  Sweet.  Then the cobwebs all over our porch ceiling can look like they’re there on purpose.

Does it not thrill you to read “they’re” and “there” and “their” spelled correctly?  Thanks, Mom.  You help me bring joy to wordophiles everywhere.

Punchline? I don’t know that there is one.  This is a post of randomness, remember?  I’m glad the yucky stomach bug was confined to just Doodle, and I’m glad it was over some time around noon that day.  Whew!

And by the way, in case you were wondering, I am SO DONE with sickies this winter.  I swear we’ve been sick more often than well during the last 3 months, and I hardly ever swear.  It’s not nice, you know.

But I am glad that the baby has made off the best of all of us.  He had one sad lethargic-baby day, and a runny nose, but no scary coughing, which is wonderful.  I hate it when little ones get scary coughs.

But speaking of mixed feelings,
I also had them about the celebrity-doppelgangers sweeping through Facebookland.  I mean, really.  Aren’t we all happy with who we are?

And then I figured out that on some weird level, it was like dressing up for Halloween.  Fun, silly, pointless.  So here’s mine.

For those of you who missed it on facebook
(For those of you who missed it on facebook.)

Pollyanna herself, all grown up.   And now that she’s grown up, she’s thinking,

Hmm.  So it turns out that sometimes life does indeed really stink.  What a bummer. 
But then, when else is one going to clean one's laundry room?

The end.

Grumpy = Productive


2010
01.27

It’s true.  I have grumpy days.

When I’m pregnant, I have 266 of them all in a row.
(It’s so fun.  Really.)

One would think that, to be fair, my family would then get 266 days in a row of me being not grumpy…
and then you’d be wrong.

This week I’ve had a whole 2 days of grumpy.  Sweetie gets home and says, “Wow, what happened, Dear?” and the only reply is…

“NOTHING,” followed by some melodious growling.
Don’t you wish you were married to me?

Anyway!  Wonderful news.  I got over it.  Past it.  Whatever you want to call it.
Side note: I love prayer.  It’s so great.

And now we have a much more put together laundry room because of those 2 faaaabulous days.  When I’m crabby I usually blame it on a messy house, and put all my energy into some big organizing project that I’ve been putting off because it’s unpleasant, thinking it’ll make me feel better to get it over with.  I also figure if I’m already grumpy, I might as well be doing something that would otherwise make me grumpy.  Right?  Infallible logic.

I didn’t take a before picture, but here’s a photo of part of the mess dealt with – which, by viewing, you agree not to call social services on me.  I promise it won’t look like this for much longer:

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And here’s a photo of the dresser that used to be in there.  Yes, I had help moving it.  His name was Doodle and he’s 4 years old.

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Funny, how it looked totally junky and out of place in there with the white freezer & washer/dryer, but in the same room as the lovely brown baby grand, it looks… well, just a little bit junky and much more at home.

And there’s the glorious dresser, so happy with its move from my parents garage.  It’s still classy, still beautiful, in great shape, and HUGE step up from what we’d been tolerating.  (roller-track drawers!  Can I hear a woot-woot?!)

The mis-matchy boxes on the right will be swapped out to match the ones on the left.  Someday.  Prob'ly soon.  Ish.

The mis-matchy boxes on the right will be swapped out to match the ones on the left. Someday. Prob'ly soon. Ish.

I can’t wait (can’t wait can’t wait!) to get Cinderella’s room all finished (my old furniture still moving in there) so I can post a picture here and show the world that we do have one room rather put together in this busy, crazy home.  Well, two.  The front room is -or more accurately, can be- quite lovely.
(And John wondered why I so wanted to put out some serious $$ for nice dressers earlier this year!  See?  20 years from now we could furnish our children’s homes!  The investment lives on!  Oh wait.  I need to be showing more gratitude that John picked it up from my folkses and hauled it inside for me.  You can forget those last few sentences, Dear.  I’m pretty sure they just read, “I sure love my studly husband!”)

Thanks, Mom&Dad, for letting me take all the old furniture Lou and I loved so much growing up.  It makes me smmmmmiiiiiiiiiiiile!
(Neener, neener, Little Sister.  Don’t you wish you were old and had a million children under 6 and a need for a huge lot of furniture to house the mountains of clothing that are in constant and perpetual need of laundering every single stinkin’ day of the year?  I know.  I’m such a big meany.  It’s amazing you turned out so well, with me picking on you like this…  )

SunshineLooks miserable, doesn’t she?