Happy Happy Happy Happy

November 17, 2009

Birthday, that is.
Doodle’s.
He’s the big four now, you know. Amazing how quickly time flies, and yet how much happenings get crammed into each year.

This isn’t a picture post. I couldn’t find our camera, but my dear mom is rarely without hers (whew!)… so the pictures will have to wait for photos to get from her to here.

Is four years old different than three? Yes, very. Know how I know? Oh good, I was hoping you’d want the story.

I rode in the back seat between C & D on the way home. They were exhausted from a mighty good time at Pirate Island (aaaaaaaargh!) — and I tried to snuggle with D. He’d have nothing to do with it. Wuh?
“Can I just hold your hand?”
Nuh-uh, no way Jose, nothing’ doin’, no touchy!
!
This is my cuddle-bear! My snuggly boy! The newborn that was happiest next to my heart. All the time. The toddler that would still hug and love and rock with me. My mommy’s boy! My DOODLE, and he wouldn’t even hold my hand.
Sniff.
He did let me tuck his coat around him, though.
I’ll take what I can get.

As my two redheads drifted off to dreamland, I thought about how someday -impossible as it seems- they may actually NOT want me to sing them to sleep… Something clicked in that moment. Something that has been needing to click for a while.

And I kept singing even after I knew they were asleep.

4 Responses to “ Happy Happy Happy Happy ”

  1. Francesca on November 18, 2009 at 4:36 pm

    My whole family has always been very huggy, kissy, touchy, feely people, so they can’t complain much. But there definitely have been times when I didn’t want my parents doing any of that to me. Although I don’t have any kids yet, I already know what it feels like just from my nieces and nephews and other little kids growing up. I love toddlers, especially in these times, because they are still so innocent and happy and easily pleased. It’s kinda sad when they move on!

  2. Francesca on November 18, 2009 at 4:37 pm

    p.s. That’s why I’m not as close to the oldest niece and nephew anymore. I don’t know how to relate to them. The younger ones are easier because I can play with them, read to them, and be silly.

  3. elizabeth on November 20, 2009 at 6:17 pm

    sniff sniff

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